Asking why you cannot sleep is just
the same as making sure you never will.
Furthermore, it’s just as well you can’t
access the brute sum of that growing store
a wiser person thought to put aside.
There came a moment in this desperate night
when you realized that you were begging for
the quick resumption of your uphill struggle,
and peace of mind: you wanted nothing more.
Someone loves you best, and others think
that you deserve some trust, and warm regard –
Finish up, then take yourself to bed.
Tomorrow, you will find your wits in tact:
a pack of blessings light upon thy back.